Chapter 21
The Short Continuance of Friendship among the Vicious, Which is Coeval only with Mutual Satisfaction.
My son's account was too long to be delivered
at once; the first part of it was begun that night, and he was concluding
the
rest after dinner the next day, when the appearance of
Mr. Thornhill's equipage at the door seemed to make a pause in the
general satisfaction. The butler, who was now become
my friend in the family, informed me with a whisper that the 'Squire had
already made some overtures to Miss Wilmot, and that
her aunt and uncle seemed highly to approve the match. Upon Mr.
Thornhill's entering, he seemed at seeing my son and
me to start back; but I readily imputed that to surprise and not displeasure.
However, upon our advancing to salute him, he returned
our greeting with the most apparent candor; and after a short time his
presence served only to increase the general good-humor,
After tea he called me aside to inquire after
my daughter; but upon my informing him that my inquiry was unsuccessful,
he
seemed greatly surprised; adding
that he had been since frequently at my house in order
to comfort the rest of my family, whom he left perfectly well. He then
asked if I had communicated her misfortune to Miss Wilmot
or my son; and upon my replying that I had not told them as yet,
he greatly approved my prudence and precaution, desiring
me by all means to keep it a secret. "For at best,' 'cried he, "it is but
divulging one's own infamy; and perhaps Miss Livy may
not be so guilty as we all imagine." We were here interrupted by a
servant, who came to ask the 'Squire in to stand up at
country dances; so that he left me quite pleased with the interest he
seemed to take in my concerns. His addresses, however,
to Miss Wilmot were too obvious to be mistaken; and yet she
seemed not perfectly pleased, but bore them rather in
compliance to the will of her aunt than from real inclination. I had even
the satisfaction to see her lavish some kind looks upon
my unfortunate son, which the other could neither extort by his fortune
nor assiduity. Mr. Thornhill's seeming composure, however,
not a little surprised me. We had now continued here a week, at
the pressing instance of Mr. Arnold; but each day the
more tenderness Miss Wilmot showed my son, Mr. Thornhill's friendship
seemed proportionably to increase for him.
He had formerly made us the most kind assurances
of using his interest to serve the family; but now his generosity was not
confined to promises alone. The
morning I designed for my departure, Mr. Thornhill came
to me, with looks of real pleasure, to inform me of a piece of service
he had done for his friend George. This was nothing less
than his having procured him an ensign's commission in one of the
regiments that was going to the West Indies, for which
he had promised but one hundred pounds, his interest having been
sufficient to get an abatement of the other two. "As
for this trifling piece of service," continued the young gentleman, "I
desire no
other reward but the pleasure of having served my friend;
and as for the hundred pounds to be paid, if you are unable to raise it
yourselves, I will advance it, and you shall repay me
at your leisure." This was a favor we wanted words to express our sense
of; I readily therefore gave my bond for the money, and
testified as much gratitude as if I never intended to pay.
George was to depart for town the next day
to secure his commission, in pursuance of his generous patron's directions,
who
judged it highly expedient to use despatch, lest, in
the meantime, another should step in with more advantageous proposals.
The
next morning, therefore, our young soldier was early
prepared for his departure, and seemed the only person among us that
was not affected by it. Neither the fatigues and dangers
he was going to encounter, nor the friends and mistress (for Miss
Wilmot actually loved him) he was leaving behind, any
way damped his spirits. After he
had taken leave of the rest of the company, I gave him
all I had, my blessing. "And now, my boy," cried I, "thou art going to
fight for thy country; remember how thy brave grandfather
fought for his sacred king, when loyalty among Britons was a virtue.
Go, my boy, and imitate him in all but his misfortunes,
if it was a misfortune to die with Lord Falkland. Go, my boy, and if you
fall, though distant, exposed, and unwept by those that
love you, the most precious tears are those with which Heaven bedews
the unburied head of a soldier."
The next morning I took leave of the good
family that had been kind enough to entertain me so long, not without several
expressions of gratitude to Mr. Thornhill for his late
bounty. I left them in the enjoyment of all that happiness which affluence
and good breeding procure, and returned towards home,
despairing of ever finding my daughter more, but sending a sigh to
Heaven to spare and forgive her. I was now come within
about twenty miles of home, having hired a horse to carry me, as I
was yet but weak, and comforted myself with the hopes
of soon seeing all I held dearest upon earth. But the night coming on,
I
put up at a little public house by the roadside, and
asked for the landlord's company over a pint of wine. We sat beside his
kitchen fire, which was the best room in the house, and
chatted on politics and the news of the country. We happened, among
other topics, to talk of
young 'Squire Thornhill, who, the host assured me was
hated as much as his uncle, Sir William, who sometimes came down to
the country, was loved. He went on to observe, that he
made it his whole study to betray the daughters of such as received him
into their houses, and after a fortnight or three weeks'
possession, turned them out unrewarded and abandoned to the world.
As we continued our discourse in this manner,
his wife, who had been out to get change, returned, and perceiving that
her
husband was enjoying a pleasure in which she was not
a sharer, she asked him, in an angry tone, what he did there; to which
he
only replied in an ironical way, by drinking her health.
"Mr. Symonds," cried she, "you use me very ill, and I'll bear it no longer.
Here three parts of the business is left for me to do,
and the fourth left unfinished; while you do nothing but soak with the
guests
all day long; whereas if a spoonful of liquor were to
cure me of a fever, I never touch a drop." I now found what she would be
at, and immediately poured her out a glass, which she
received with a courtesy, and drinking towards my good health. "Sir,"
resumed she, "it is not so much for the value of the
liquor I am angry, but one cannot help it when the house is going out of
the
windows. If the customers or guests are to be dunned,
all the burden lies upon my back; he'd as lief eat that glass as budge
after them himself. There
now, above-stairs, we have a young woman who has come
to take up her lodgings here, and I don't believe she has got any
money, by her over-civility. I am certain she is very
slow of payment, and I wish she were put in mind of it." "What signifies
minding her?" cried the host; "if she be slow she is
sure."-"I don't know that," replied the wife: "but I know that I am sure
she
has been here a fortnight, and we have not yet seen the
cross of her money."-"I suppose, my dear," cried he, "we shall have it
all in a lump."-"In a lump!" cried the other. "I hope
we may get it in any way; and that I am resolved we will this very night,
or
out she tramps, bag and baggage."-"Consider, my dear,"
cried the husband, "she is a gentlewoman, and deserves more
respect."-"As for the matter of that," returned the hostess,
"gentle or simple, out she shall pack with a sussarara. Gentry may be
good things where they take; but for my part I never
saw much good of them at the sign of the Harrow."
Thus saying, she ran up a narrow flight of
stairs that went from the kitchen to a room overhead, and I soon perceived,
by the
loudness of her voice, and the bitterness of her reproaches,
that no money was to be had from her lodger. I could hear her
remonstrances very distinctly: "Out, I say; pack out
this moment; tramp, thou infamous strumpet! or I'll give thee a mark you
won't be the better for this three months. What! you
trumpery, to come and take up an honest house without
cross or coin to bless yourself with; come along, I say!"-"O
dear madam," cried the stranger, "pity me, pity a poor abandoned
creature for one night, and death will soon do the rest!"
I instantly knew the voice of my poor, ruined child Olivia. I flew to her
rescue, while the woman was dragging her along by the
hair, and I caught the dear forlorn wretch in my arms. "Welcome, any
way welcome, my dearest lost one, my treasure, to your
poor old father's bosom! Though the vicious forsake thee, there is yet
one in the world that will never forsake thee; though
thou hadst ten thousand crimes to answer for, he will forget them all."-"O
my own dear-" for minutes she could say no more-"my own
dearest, good papa! Could angels be kinder? How do I deserve
so much! The villain! I hate him and myself, to be a
reproach to such goodness. You can't forgive me. I know you
cannot."-"Yes, my child, from my heart I do forgive thee!
only repent, and we both shall yet be happy. We shall see many
pleasant days yet! my Olivia!"-"Ah! never, sir, never.
The rest of my wretched life must be infamy abroad and shame at home.
But alas! papa, you look much paler than you used to
do. Could such a thing as I am give you so much uneasiness ? Surely you
have too much wisdom to take the miseries of my guilt
upon yourself.""Our wisdom, young woman," replied I-"Ah, why so cold
a name, papa?" cried she. "This is the first time you
ever called me by so cold a name." "I ask pardon,
my darling," returned I; "but I was going to observe that
wisdom makes but a slow defence against trouble, though at last a sure
one."
The landlady now returned to know if we did
not choose a more genteel apartment; to which assenting, we were shown
a
room where we could converse more freely. After we had
talked ourselves into some degree of tranquillity, I could not avoid
desiring some account of the gradations that led to her
present wretched situation. "That villain, sir," said she, "from the first
day
of our meeting made me honorable though private proposals."
"Villain, indeed," cried I; "and yet it in
some measure surprises me bow a person of Mr. Burchell's good-sense and
seeming
honor could be guilty of such deliberate baseness, and
thus step into a family to undo it."
"My dear papa," returned my daughter, "you
labor under a strange mistake. Mr. Burchell never attempted to deceive
me;
instead of that, he took every opportunity of privately
admonishing me against the artifices of Mr. Thornhill, who I now find was
even worse than he represented him."-"Mr. Thornhill!"
interrupted I, "can it be?"-"Yes, sir," returned she, "it was Mr. Thornhill
who seduced me, who employed the two ladies as he called
them, but who in fact were abandoned women of the town without
breeding or pity, to decoy us up to London. Their artifices,
you may remember, would have certainly succeeded, but for Mr.
Burchell's letter, who directed those reproaches at them,
which we all applied to ourselves. How he came to have so much
influence as to defeat their intentions still remains
a secret to me; but I am convinced he was ever our warmest, sincerest friend."
"You amaze me, my dear," cried I; "but now
I find my first suspicions of Mr. Thornhill's baseness were too well grounded;
but he can triumph in security, for he is rich and we
are poor. But tell me, my child, sure it was no small temptation that could
thus obliterate all the impressions of such an education
and so virtuous a disposition as thine?"
"Indeed, sir," replied she, "he owes all
his triumph to the desire I had of making him, and not myself, happy. I
knew that the
ceremony of our marriage, which was privately performed
by a Popish priest, was no way binding, and that I had nothing to
trust to but his honor."-"What!" interrupted I, "and
were you indeed married by a priest, and in orders?"-"Indeed, sir, we were,"
replied she, "though we were both sworn to conceal his
name."-"Why then, my child, come to my arms again; and now you are
a thousand times more welcome than before; for you are
now his wife to all intents and purposes; nor can all the laws of man,
though written upon the tablets of adamant lessen the
force of that sacred connection."
"Alas! papa," replied she," you are but little
acquainted with his villainies; he has been married already
by the same priest to six or eight wives more, whom, like me, he has deceived and abandoned."
"Has he so?" cried I, "then we must hang
the priest, and you shall inform against him to-morrow."-"But, sir," returned
she,
"will that be right, when I am sworn to secrecy?"-"My
dear," I replied, "if you have made such a promise I cannot, nor will I
tempt you to break it. Even though it may benefit the
public, you must not inform against him. In all human institutions a smaller
evil is allowed, to procure a greater good; as in politics,
a province may be given away to secure a kingdom; in medicine a limb
may be lopped off to preserve the body. But in religion,
the law is written and inflexible, never to do evil. And this law, my
child, is right; for otherwise, if we commit a smaller
evil to procure a greater good, certain guilt would be thus incurred, in
expectation of contingent advantages. And though the
advantage should certainly follow, yet the interval between commission
and advantage, which is allowed to be guilty, may be
that in which we are called away to answer for the things we have done,
and the volume of human actions is closed forever. But
I interrupt you, my dear; go on."
"The next morning," continued she, "I found
what little expectation I was to have from his sincerity. That very morning
he
introduced me to two more unhappy women, whom, like me,
he had deceived, but who lived in contented prostitution. I loved
him too tenderly to
bear such rivals in his affections, and strove to forget
my infamy in a tumult of pleasure. With this view, I danced, dressed, and
talked; but still was unhappy. The gentlemen who visited
there told me every moment of the power of my charms, and this only
contributed to increase my melancholy, as I had thrown
all their power quite away. Thus each day I grew more pensive, and he
more insolent; till at last the monster had the assurance
to offer me to a young baronet of his acquaintance. Need I describe, sir,
how his ingratitude stung me! My answer to his proposal
was almost madness. I desired to part. As I was going, he offered me
a purse; but I flung it at him with indignation, and
burst from him in a rage that for a while kept me insensible of the miseries
of
my situation. But I soon looked round me, and saw myself
a vile, abject, guilty thing, without one friend in the world to apply
to.
"Just in that interval a stage-coach happening
to pass by, I took a place; it being my only aim to be driven at a distance
from a
wretch I despised and detested. I was set down here,
where, since my arrival, my own anxiety and this woman's unkindness
have been my own companions. The hours of pleasure that
I have passed with my mother and sister now grow painful to me.
Their sorrows are much; but mine are greater than theirs;
for mine are mixed with guilt and infamy."
"Have patience, my child," cried I, "and
I hope
things will yet be better. Take some repose to-night,
and to-morrow I'll carry you home to your mother and the rest of the
family, from whom you will receive a kind reception.
Poor woman! this has gone to her heart, but she loves you still, Olivia,
and
will forget it."