"And I haven't said anything very much, or given you any notion of the
terrific high waves, and the
infernal deep gulfs, on which I mount and toss in a few days...." Letters,
3, 237.
But she does say enough and does give us a notion of what was wrong.
Even if there was no other evidence, Virginia Woolf's
own account of herself in her diaries, letters, and autobiographical
writings yields ample evidence about the nature of her illness,
She writes about her swings to elation and down to depression when
they are mild and not incapacitating; she writes descriptions of her major
illnesses in retrospect, and she writes as few others have done about the
relationship between her writing and the creativity engendered by illness.
More intelligent, more sensitive, more verbal, and more insightful than
most of the psychiatrically disordered, her testimony is courageous and
informative.
Her husband Leonard also deserves praise. Less emotional, careful about
facts to the point of pedantry, he recorded her
symptoms carefully over the years, and wrote about them accurately
in his volumes of autobiography.
"But as far as symptoms were concerned, Virginia was suffering from
manic-depressive insanity." (Beginning Again,p.161)
He has had little thanks and much abuse for his objectivity. Maligned
as a controlling husband, when he was striving to carry out the medical
advice he had been given, he has been accused of holding her back when
he probably did much to keep her in good health for many years. Anyone
familiar with the burdens of living with and caring for a spouse with affective
illness must express admiration for his fortitude. Relatives have to be
cheerful when the patient is depressed, and when the patient suddenly becomes
well and ebullient, the carer is left struggling in his or her wake, unable
to cope with rapid swings of mood. Leonard deserves praise and admiration
too.
Lastly, her doctors. They made many mistakes, as would have any other
doctors of the period. They were distinguished
practitioners, and most of their failings were shared by the whole
profession at the time. Perusal of their textbooks has shown
them to be more skilled diagnostically than they have been given credit
for, and although they had no effective treatments, they did their best
and do not deserve the obloquy that has been heaped upon them.
In the face of the overwhelming evidence for manic-depressive psychosis,
the illness of poets and writers, it is time to dismiss
much of the amateurish psychoanalytic speculation that Virginia Woolf
has been exposed to for too long. Psychodynamic ideas
have a useful place in discussing her relations with her parents, and
the effects of childhood sexual abuse on her adult sexuality
and on her personality; they can be used to discuss the content of
her unhappiness, but do not explain her illness.
It is unfortunate that literary criticism has been so resistant to modern
psychiatric knowledge, and to the facts as they were made clear so many
years ago by Virginia Woolf, her husband and her foremost biographer, Quentin
Bell, who also had the courage, when writing about a family member, to
tell the truth about her illness.
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