Considering a Baby?

A hypertext by Adrienne Eisen

 

Inventory | Space and Time analysis

In “Considering a baby?” there are various external references that can give us a hand with the general view of the work. For example in “Month Three: Your amnio” we discover that the narrator is a 35 years old woman. We also know that she’s married, she’s very good at yoga (“Shavasana” and “Cobra” are yoga poses), she lives in USA (Month Four: Your Clothes: “a hundred bucks”; “People magazine”) maybe New York. There are also some social references like famous people names (Hugh Hefner, Cindy Crawford,  Liz Hurley). “Andrea Yates” (reference to a very-well known case of filicide commited by this woman in year 2001, Texas) indicates us that the text wasn’t written a long time ago (no more than five years). There are also references to “sushi”, “therapy”, “busy woman”, “yoga”, all of them terms associated with a mid-high social class style of life in the reader’s mind.

The temporal length of the hypertext is nine months, the time a pregnancy lasts.

The distribution of nodes is linear: month one, month two, month three, etc.  Therefore, the argument will remain clear along the reading, with a starting point and an end. There is no word linking inside the text but below it: there are two or three linked units, separated by vertical lines. Each one goes to a similar/repetitive node, depending on the months theme.

The author hasn’t used any images nor sounds. The background colour is plain blue and the font & size isn’t pre-established. Every reader will see it in a different way as it’s determined by the explorer he/she uses. The colour of the linked units is purple and it turns blue-violet after reading it.

There are 23 total nodes, including the last one, “home” which takes you back to the main page. In the main page, we can see the name of the hypertext and the author, both in bold letters. Beneath it, there are three linked units, corresponding to the first month. At the bottom of the page, A. Eisen has left  her e-mail address and a link to more of her hypertexts.

In my personal reading, I have followed three different reading paths and ended with the same conclusion.

 

Month One: Your Finances | Your Sleep | Your Skin

Month Two: Your Mood | Your Friends | Your Spice

Month Three: Your Naps | Your Amnio

Month Four: Your Clothes | Your Worries | Your Discharge

Month Five: Your Model | Your Cobra

Month Six: Your Outbursts | Your Mucus

Month Seven: Your Husband | Your Sex Life | Your Vagina

Month Eight: Your Moods | Your Mother | Your Instincts

Month Nine: Your Labor

Home

 

First reading path

Month One: Your Finances

The author talks about all the pregnancy tests a woman buys soon after she’s had unprotected sex and how useless that is as the test’s reading is accurate only after a three-weeks time.

Month Two: Your Mood

This paragraph develops the woman’s mood topic and how changeable it is due to the important risk of losing the baby. And the famous doubt, telling people or not telling people.

Month Three: Your Naps

Now the future mom is starting to get a little bit scared, but only during her “sober” hours because she’ll be sleeping all day long. She will start to think that having kids is an insane thing to do but on the other hand, aborting is illegal…

Month Four: Your Clothes

You’ll have to spend a considerable amount of money in maternity-clothes shops, although you’d rather continue pilfering your husband’s clothes.

Month Five: Your Model

Now you start to worry about your proportions and how will you manage to get back your silhouette. You begin to think of the baby in terms of “shield” so no one can see your body.

 Month Six: Your Outbursts

The situation seems to enter in the red zone:  you think of the baby’s sex and wish the one you won’t get –just for the sake of it-, you speak nonsense with your husband –too much spare time- and cry a lot.

Month Seven: Your Husband

Your breasts will hurt so you won’t want your husband to touch them but you’ll do your best to work things out without telling him anything. That’s what couples do.

Month Eight: Your Moods

This month is as irritating and irregular as the second month –or even worse if you have a delicate equilibrium. You become more and more concerned about the diseases the baby could have, you go to therapy with your husband, and you feel –be?- extremely FAT.

Month Nine: Your Labor

This last month is a month of euphoria –the baby is out at last, safe and sound- and painful indeed, but it doesn’t matter because neither you nor any mother in the world will remember it. So you will have other babies.

 

Second reading path

 

Month One: Your Sleep

You get very tired because you don’t sleep enough time so you metamorphose into a neurotic wife.

Month Two: Your Friends

They will give you a lot of encyclopedia sized baby books and you’ll end up getting rid of most of your friends  since they don’t have children and don’t understand you.

Month Three: Your Amnio

You do the amniocentesis test and freak out with the possibilities of your baby to have Down's syndrome or the abort that this test may cause. So you yell and blame on your husband  for everything and he buys you flowers because that’s the only thing he can do at this point.

Month Four: Your Worries

Your baby doesn’t move when he/she’s supposed to move so you worry even more and when he finally starts to do it, you want him/her to stop because you can’t sleep.

Month Five: Your Cobra

You won’t be able to practice stomach-lying Yoga poses anymore so you take advantage of it.

Month Six: Your Mucus

You confuse mucus with abortion but your husband supports you –and tells you to use a bra so your breasts don’t drop.

Month Seven: Your Sex Life

You won’t be able to move during sex nor kiss your husband and you’ll stop having sex because you’re afraid of damaging the baby.

Month Eight: Your Mother

You get a lot of visits from your mother and talk more than in your entire life.

Month Nine: Your Labor

This last month is a month of euphoria –the baby is out at last, safe and sound- and painful indeed, but it doesn’t matter because neither you nor any mother in the world will remember it. So you will have other babies.

 

Third reading path

 

 Month One: Your Skin

When being pregnant, everyone talks about you being –or supposed to be- radiant but you only notice the pimps presence due to the absence of the pill’s hormonal regulation.

Month Two: Your Spice

Surprisingly, sex won’t get any better even if your husband buys you sexy clothes.

Month Three: Your Amnio

You do the amniocentesis test and freak out with the possibilities of your baby to have Down's syndrome or the abort that this test may cause. So you yell and blame on your husband  for everything and he buys you flowers because that’s the only thing he can do at this point.

Month Four: Your Discharge

You’re so warm that your husband will think you’re cooking…him.

Month Five: Your Cobra

You won’t be able to practice stomach-lying Yoga poses anymore so you take advantage of it.

Month Six: Your Mucus

You confuse mucus with abortion but your husband supports you –and tells you to use a bra so your breasts don’t drop.

Month Seven: Your Vagina

You’ll end up watching porn sites because of your anarchic hormones revolution.

Month Eight: Your Instincts

You cry because the baby isn’t coming when you expect him/her to come so you start to feel like hating everyone, including your baby and your body. So your husband comforts you although he’s tired too and starts to have paranoid thoughts.

Month Nine: Your Labor

This last month is a month of euphoria –the baby is out at last, safe and sound- and painful indeed, but it doesn’t matter because neither you nor any mother in the world will remember it. So you will have other babies.

 

Language | Argument | Characters

“Considering a baby?” is a short hypertext that goes about the “disadvantages” of being pregnant in an ironic, self-critical and magnetic kind of way. It mainly spins around the physical and mental changes the narrator has to put up with during nine months: hormonal, emotional –it comes to the same thing-, physical, etc.  The text is overflowed with sexual terms: spice, vagina, sex life, penis, teddy silk and so on.  The coloquial style makes the text more attractive and catchy for the reader as he/she can identify himself/herself and end up saying loudly “Hey, I was thinking just the same thing”.

In my opinion, the author finally ends up saying that no matter how much you suffer during your pregnancy, it’s worth the while as you will end up forgetting it, starting with the moment you see your new-born child.

 

 

Academic year 2008/2009

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