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Chapter 13
Once or twice I asked what was
the matter, but the people neglected answering me, and I was not very importunate;
but after the crowd was wholly past, I took my opportunity to turn about
and take up what was behind me and walk away. This, indeed, I did with
less disturbance than I had done formerly, for these things I did not steal,
but they were stolen to my hand. I got safe to my lodgings with this cargo,
which was a piece of fine black Lustring silk, and a piece of velvet; the
latter was but part of a piece of about eleven yards; the former was a
whole piece of near fifty yards. It seems it was a mercer’s shop
that they had rifled. I say rifled, because the goods were so considerable
that they had lost; for the goods that they recovered were pretty many,
and I believe came to about six or seven several pieces of silk. How they
came to get so many I could not tell; but as I had only robbed the thief,
I made no scruple at taking these goods, and being very glad of them too.
I had pretty good luck thus
far, and I made several adventures more, though with but small purchase,
yet with good success, but I went in daily dread that some mischief would
befall me, and that I should certainly come to be hanged at last. The impression
this made on me was too strong to be slighted, and it kept me from making
attempts that, for ought I knew, might have been very safely performed;
but one thing I cannot omit, which was a bait to me many a day. I walked
frequently out into the villages round the town, to see if nothing would
fall in my way there; and going by a house near Stepney, I saw on
the window-board two rings, one a small diamond ring, and the other a gold
ring, to be sure laid there by some thoughtless lady, that had more money
then forecast, perhaps only till she washed her hands.
I walked several times by the
window to observe if I could see whether there was anybody in the room
or no, and I could see nobody, but still I was not sure. It came presently
into my thoughts to rap at the glass, as if I wanted to speak with somebody,
and if anybody was there they would be sure to come to the window, and
then I would tell them to remove those rings, for that I had seen two suspicious
fellows take notice of them. This was a ready thought. I rapped once or
twice and nobody came, when, seeing the coast clear, I thrust hard against
the square of the glass, and broke it with very little noise, and took
out the two rings, and walked away with them very safe. The diamond ring
was worth about 3 l, and the other about 9s.
I was now at a loss for a market
for my goods, and especially for my two pieces of silk. I was very loth
to dispose of them for a trifle, as the poor unhappy thieves in general
do, who, after they have ventured their lives for perhaps a thing of value,
are fain to sell it for a song when they have done; but I was resolved
I would not do thus, whatever shift I made, unless I was driven to the
last extremity. However, I did not well know what course to take. At last
I resolved to go to my old governess, and acquaint myself with her again.
I had punctually supplied the 5 l a year to her for my little boy
as long as I was able, but at last was obliged to put a stop to it. However,
I had written a letter to her, wherein I had told her that my circumstances
were reduced very low; that I had lost my husband, and that I was not able
to do it any longer, and so begged that the poor child might not suffer
too much for its mother’s misfortunes.
I now made her a visit, and
I found that she drove something of the old trade still, but that she was
not in such flourishing circumstances as before; for she had been sued
by a certain gentleman who had had his daughter stolen from him, and who,
it seems, she had helped to convey away; and it was very narrowly that
she escaped the gallows. The expense also had ravaged her, and she was
become very poor; her house was but meanly furnished, and she was not in
such repute for her practice as before; however, she stood upon her legs,
as they say, and a she was a stirring, bustling woman, and had some stock
left, she was turned pawnbroker, and lived pretty well.
She received me very civilly,
and with her usual obliging manner told me she would not have the less
respect for me for my being reduced; that she had taken care my boy was
very well looked after, though I could not pay for him, and that the woman
that had him was easy, so that I needed not to trouble myself about him
till I might be better able to do it effectually.
I told her that I had not much
money left, but that I had some things that were money’s worth, if she
could tell me how I might turn them into money. She asked me what it was
I had. I pulled out the string of gold beads, and told her it was one of
my husband’s presents to me; then I showed her the two parcels of silk,
which I told her I had from Ireland, and brought up to town with
me; and the little diamond ring. As to the small parcel of plate and spoons,
I had found means to dispose of them myself before; and as for the Childbed
Linen I had, she offered me to take it herself, believing it to have been
my own. She told me that she was turned pawnbroker, and that she
would sell those things for me as pawn to her; and so she sent presently
for proper agents that bought them, being in her hands, without any scruple,
and gave good prices too.
I now began to think this necessary
woman might help me a little in my low condition to some business, for
I would gladly have turned my hand to any honest employment if I could
have got it. But here she was deficient; honest business did not come within
her reach. If I had been younger, perhaps she might have helped me to a
spark, but my thoughts were off that kind of livelihood, as being quite
out of the way after fifty, which was my case, and so I told her.
She invited me at last to come,
and be at her house till I could find something to do, and it should cost
me very little, and this I gladly accepted of. And now living a little
easier, I entered into some measures to have my little son by my last husband
taken off; and this she made easy too, reserving a payment only of 5 l
a year, if I could pay it. This was such a help to me, that for a good
while I left off the wicked trade that I had so newly taken up; and gladly
I would have got my bread by the help of my needle if I could have got
work, but that was very hard to do for one that had no manner of acquaintance
in the world.
However, at last I got some
quilting work for ladies’ beds, petticoats, and the like; and this I liked
very well, and worked very hard, and with this I began to live; but the
diligent devil, who resolved I should continue in his service, continually
prompted me to go out and take a walk, that is to say, to see if anything
would offer in the old way.
One evening I blindly obeyed
his summons, and fetched a long circuit through the streets, but met with
no purchase, and came home very weary and empty; but not content with that,
I went out the next evening too, when going by an alehouse I saw the door
of a little room open, next the very street, and on the table a silver
tankard, things much in use in public-houses at that time. It seems some
company had been drinking there, and the careless boys had forgot to take
it away.
I went into the box frankly,
and setting the silver tankard on the corner of the bench, I sat down before
it, and knocked with my foot; a boy came presently, and I bade him fetch
me a pint of warm ale, for it was cold weather; the boy ran, and I heard
him go down the cellar to draw the ale. While the boy was gone, another
boy came into the room, and cried, ‘D’ ye call?’ I spoke with a
melancholy air, and said, ‘No, child; the boy is gone for a pint of ale
for me.’
While I sat here, I heard the
woman in the bar say, ‘Are they all gone in the five?’ which was the box
I sat in, and the boy said, ‘Yes.’ ‘Who fetched the tankard away?’ says
the woman. ‘I did,’ says another boy; ‘that’s it,’ pointing,
it seems, to another tankard, which he had fetched from another box by
mistake; or else it must be, that the rogue forgot that he had not brought
it in, which certainly he had not.
I heard all this, much to my
satisfaction, for I found plainly that the tankard was not missed, and
yet they concluded it was fetched away; so I drank my ale, called to pay,
and as I went away I said, ‘Take care of your plate, child,’ meaning
a silver pint mug, which he brought me drink in. The boy said, ‘Yes,
madam, very welcome,’ and away I came.
I came home to my governess,
and now I thought it was a time to try her, that if I might be put to the
necessity of being exposed, she might offer me some assistance. When I
had been at home some time, and had an opportunity of talking to her, I
told her I had a secret of the greatest consequence in the world to commit
to her, if she had respect enough for me to keep it a secret. She told
me she had kept one of my secrets faithfully; why should I doubt her keeping
another? I told her the strangest thing in the world had befallen me, and
that it had made a thief of me, even without any design, and so told her
the whole story of the tankard. ‘And have you brought it away with you,
my dear?’ says she. ‘To be sure I have,’ says I, and showed
it her. ‘But what shall I do now,’ says I; ‘must not carry it again?’
‘Carry it again!’ says she. ‘Ay, if you are minded
to be sent to Newgate for stealing it.’ ‘Why,’ says I, ‘they can’t
be so base to stop me, when I carry it to them again?’ ‘You don’t know
those sort of people, child,’ says she; ‘they’ll not only carry
you to Newgate, but hang you too, without any regard to the honesty of
returning it; or bring in an account of all the other tankards they have
lost, for you to pay for.’ ‘What must I do, then?’ says I. ‘Nay,’ says
she, ‘as you have played the cunning part and stole it, you must e’n
keep it; there’s no going back now. Besides, child,’ says she, ‘don’t
you want it more than they do? I wish you could light of such a bargain
once a week.’
This gave me a new notion of
my governess, and that since she was turned pawnbroker, she
had a sort of people about her that were none of the honest ones that I
had met with there before.
I had not been long there but
I discovered it more plainly than before, for every now and then I saw
hilts of swords, spoons, forks, tankards, and all such kind of ware brought
in, not to be pawned, but to be sold downright; and she bought everything
that came without asking any questions, but had very good bargains, as
I found by her discourse.
I found also that in following
this trade she always melted down the plate she bought, that it might not
be challenged; and she came to me and told me one morning that she was
going to melt, and if I would, she would put my tankard in, that it might
not be seen by anybody. I told her, with all my heart; so she weighed it,
and allowed me the full value in silver again; but I found she did not
do the same to the rest of her customers.
Some time after this, as I was
at work, and very melancholy, she begins to ask me what the matter was,
as she was used to do. I told her my heart was heavy; I had little work,
and nothing to live on, and knew not what course to take. She laughed,
and told me I must go out again and try my fortune; it might be that I
might meet with another piece of plate. ‘O mother!’ says I, ‘that
is a trade I have no skill in, and if I should be taken I am undone at
once.’ Says she, ‘I could help you to a School-Mistress that shall
make you as dexterous as herself.’ I trembled at that proposal, for hitherto
I had had no confederates, nor any acquaintance among that tribe. But she
conquered all my modesty, and all my fears; and in a little time, by the
help of this confederate, I grew as impudent a thief, and as dexterous
as ever Moll Cut-Purse was, though, if fame does not belie her,
not half so handsome.
The comrade she helped me to
dealt in three sorts of craft, viz. shoplifting, stealing of shop-books
and pocket-books, and taking off gold watches from the ladies’ sides; and
this last she did so dexterously that no woman ever arrived to the performance
of that art so as to do it like her. I liked the first and the last of
these things very well, and I attended her some time in the practice, just
as a deputy attends a midwife, without any pay.
At length she put me to practice.
She had shown me her art, and I had several times unhooked a watch from
her own side with great dexterity. At last she showed me a prize, and this
was a young lady big with child, who had a charming watch. The thing was
to be done as she came out of church. She goes on one side of the lady,
and pretends, just as she came to the steps, to fall, and fell against
the lady with so much violence as put her into a great fright, and both
cried out terribly. In the very moment that she jostled the lady, I had
hold of the watch, and holding it the right way, the start she gave drew
the hook out, and she never felt it. I made off immediately, and left my
School mistress to come out of her pretended fright gradually, and the
lady too; and presently the watch was missed. ‘Ay,’ says my comrade, ‘then
it was those rogues that thrust me down, I warrant ye; I wonder the gentlewoman
did not miss her watch before,then we might have taken them.’
She humour’d the thing so well
that nobody suspected her, and I was got home a full hour before her. This
was my first adventure in company. The watch was indeed a very fine one,
and had a great many trinkets about it, and my governess allowed us 20
l
for it, of which I had half. And thus I was entered a complete thief, hardened
to the pitch above all the reflections of conscience or modesty, and to
a degree which I must acknowledge I never thought possible in me.
Thus the devil, who began, by
the help of an irresistible poverty, to push me into this wickedness, brought
me on to a height beyond the common rate, even when my necessities were
not so great, or the prospect of my misery so terrifying; for I had now
got into a little vein of work, and as I was not at a loss to handle my
needle, it was very probable, as acquaintance came in, I might have got
my bread honestly enough.
I must say, that if such a prospect
of work had presented itself at first, when I began to feel the approach
of my miserable circumstances—I say, had such a prospect of getting my
bread by working presented itself then, I had never fallen into this wicked
trade, or into such a wicked gang as I was now embarked with; but practice
had hardened me, and I grew audacious to the last degree; and the more
so because I had carried it on so long, and had never been taken; for,
in a word, my new partner in wickedness and I went on together so
long, without being ever detected, that we not only grew bold, but we grew
rich, and we had at one time one-and-twenty gold watches in our hands.
I remember that one day being
a little more serious than ordinary, and finding I had so good a stock
beforehand as I had, for I had near 200 l in money for my share,
it came strongly into my mind, no doubt from some kind spirit, if such
there be, that at first poverty excited me, and my distresses drove me
to these dreadful shifts; so seeing those distresses were now relieved,
and I could also get something towards a maintenance by working, and had
so good a bank to support me, why should I now not leave off, as they say,
while I was well? that I could not expect to go always free; and if I was
once surprised, and miscarried, I was undone.
This was doubtless the happy
minute, when, if I had hearken’d to the blessed hint, from whatsoever had
it came, I had still a cast for an easy life. But my fate was otherwise
determined; the busy devil that so industriously drew me in had too fast
hold of me to let me go back; but as poverty brought me into the mire,
so avarice kept me in, till there was no going back. As to the arguments
which my reason dictated for persuading me to lay down, avarice stepped
in and said, ‘Go on, go on; you have had very good luck; go on till you
have gotten four or five hundred pounds, and they you shall leave off,
and then you may live easy without working at all.’
Thus I, that was once in the
devil’s clutches, was held fast there as with a charm, and had no power
to go without the circle, till I was engulfed in labyrinths of trouble
too great to get out at all.
However, these thoughts left
some impression upon me, and made me act with some more caution than before,
and more than my directors used for themselves. My comrade, as I called
her, but rather she should have been called my teacher, with another of
her scholars, was the first in the misfortune; for, happening to be upon
the hunt for purchase, they made an attempt upon a linen-draper in Cheapside,
but were snapped by a hawk’s-eyed journeyman, and seized with two pieces
of cambric, which were taken also upon them.
This was enough to lodge them
both in Newgate, where they had the misfortune to have some of their
former sins brought to remembrance. Two other indictments being brought
against them, and the facts being proved upon them, they were both condemned
to die. They both pleaded their bellies, and were both voted quick with
child; though my Tutress was no more with child than I was.
I went frequently to see them,
and condole with them, expecting that it would be my turn next; but the
place gave me so much horror, reflecting that it was the place of my unhappy
birth, and of my mother’s misfortunes, and that I could not bear it, so
I was forced to leave off going to see them.
And oh! could I have but taken
warning by their disasters, I had been happy still, for I was yet free,
and had nothing brought against me; but it could not be, my measure was
not yet filled up.
My comrade, having the brand
of an old offender, was executed; the young offender was spared, having
obtained a reprieve, but lay starving a long while in prison, till at last
she got her name into what they call a circuit pardon, and so came off.
This terrible example of my
comrade frighted me heartily, and for a good while I made no excursions;
but one night, in the Neighbourhood of my governess’s house, they cried
“Fire.’ My governess looked out, for we were all up, and cried immediately
that such a gentlewoman’s house was all of a light fire atop, and so indeed
it was. Here she gives me a job. ‘Now, child,’ says she, ‘there is a rare
opportunity, for the fire being so near that you may go to it before the
street is blocked up with the crowd.’ She presently gave me my cue. ‘Go,
child,’ says she, ‘to the house, and run in and tell the lady, or
anybody you see, that you come to help them, and that you came from such
a gentlewoman (that is, one of her acquaintance farther up the street).’
She gave me the like cue to the next house, naming another name that was
also an acquaintance of the gentlewoman of the house.
Away I went, and, coming to
the house, I found them all in confusion, you may be sure. I ran in, and
finding one of the maids, ‘Lord! sweetheart,’ says I, ‘how came
this dismal accident? Where is your mistress? Any how does she do? Is she
safe? And where are the children? I come from Madam—to help you.’ Away
runs the maid. ‘Madam, madam,’ says she, screaming as loud as she could
yell, ‘here is a gentlewoman come from Madam—to help us.’ The poor
woman, half out of her wits, with a bundle under her arm, an two little
children, comes toward me. ‘Lord! madam,’ says I, ‘let me carry
the poor children to Madam —,’ she desires you to send them; she’ll take
care of the poor lambs;’ and immediately I takes one of them out of her
hand, and she lifts the other up into my arms. ‘Ay, do, for God’s sake,’
says she, ‘carry them to her. Oh! thank her for her kindness.’ ‘Have
you anything else to secure, madam?’ says I; ‘she will take care
of it.’ ‘Oh dear! ay,’ says she, ‘God bless her, and thank her.
Take this bundle of plate and carry it to her too. Oh, she is a good woman.
Oh Lord! we are utterly ruined, utterly undone!’ And away she runs
from me out of her wits, and the maids after her; and away comes I with
the two children and the bundle.
I was no sooner got into the
street but I saw another woman come to me. ‘Oh!’ says she, ‘mistress,’
in a piteous tone, ‘you will let fall the child. Come, this is a sad time;
let me help you’; and immediately lays hold of my bundle to carry it for
me. ‘No,’ says I; ‘if you will help me, take the child by the hand,
and lead it for me but to the upper end of the street; I’ll go with you
and satisfy you for your pains.’
She could not avoid going, after
what I said; but the creature, in short, was one of the same business with
me, and wanted nothing but the bundle; however, she went with me to the
door, for she could not help it. When we were come there I whispered her,
‘Go,
child,’ said I, ‘I understand your trade; you may meet with
purchase enough.’
She understood me and walked
off. I thundered at the door with the children, and as the people were
raised before by the noise of the fire, I was soon let in, and I said,
‘Is
madam awake? Pray tell her Mrs.—desires the favour of her to take
the two children in; poor lady, she will be undone, their house
is all of a flame,’ They took the children in very civilly, pitied
the family in distress, and away came I with my bundle. One of the maids
asked me if I was not to leave the bundle too. I said, ‘No, sweetheart,
‘tis to go to another place; it does not belong to them.’
I was a great way out of the
hurry now, and so I went on, clear of anybody’s inquiry, and brought the
bundle of plate, which was very considerable, straight home, and gave it
to my old governess. She told me she would not look into it, but bade me
go out again to look for more.
She gave me the like cue to
the gentlewoman of the next house to that which was on fire, and I did
my endeavour to go, but by this time the alarm of fire was so great, and
so many engines playing, and the street so thronged with people, that I
could not get near the house whatever I would do; so I came back again
to my governess’s, and taking the bundle up into my chamber, I began to
examine it. It is with horror that I tell what a treasure I found there;
‘tis enough to say, that besides most of the family plate, which was considerable,
I found a gold chain, an old-fashioned thing, the locket of which was broken,
so that I suppose it had not been used some years, but the gold was not
the worse for that; also a little box of burying-rings, the lady’s wedding-ring,
and some broken bits of old lockets of gold, a gold watch, and a purse
with about 24 l value in old pieces of gold coin, and several other
things of value.
This was the greatest and the
worst prize that ever I was concerned in; for indeed, though, as I have
said above, I was hardened now beyond the power of all reflection in other
cases, yet it really touched me to the very soul when I looked into this
treasure, to think of the poor disconsolate gentlewoman who had lost so
much by the fire besides; and who would think, to be sure, that she had
saved her plate and best things; how she would be surprised and afflicted
when she should find that she had been deceived, and should find that the
person that took her children and her goods, had not come, as was pretended,
from the gentlewoman in the next street, but that the children had been
put upon her without her own knowledge.
I say, I confess the inhumanity
of this action moved me very much, and made me relent exceedingly, and
tears stood in my eyes upon that subject; but with all my sense of its
being cruel and inhuman, I could never find in my heart to make any restitution.
The reflection wore off, and I began quickly to forget the circumstances
that attended the taking them.
Now was this all; for though
by this job I was become considerably richer than before, yet the resolution
I had formerly taken, of leaving off this horrid trade when I had gotten
a little more, did not return, but I must still get farther, and more;
and the avarice joined so with the success, that I had no more thought
of coming to a timely alteration of life, though without it I could expect
no safety, no tranquillity in the possession of what I had so wickedly
gained; but a little more, and a little more, was the case still.
At length, yielding to the importunities
of my crime, I cast off all remorse and repentance, and all the reflections
on that head turned to no more than this, that I might perhaps come to
have one booty more that might complete my desires; but though I certainly
had that one booty, yet every hit looked towards another, and was so encouraging
to me to go on with the trade, that I had no gust to the thought of laying
it down.
In this condition, hardened
by success, and resolving to go on, I fell into the snare in which I was
appointed to meet with my last reward for this kind of life. But even this
was not yet, for I met with several successful adventures more in this
way of being undone.
I remained still with my governess,
who was for a while really concerned for the misfortune of my comrade that
had been hanged, and who, it seems, knew enough of my governess to have
sent her the same way, and which made her very uneasy; indeed, she was
in a very great fright.
It is true that when she was
gone, and had not opened mouth to tell what she knew, my governess was
easy as to that point, and perhaps glad she was hanged, for it was in her
power to have obtained a pardon at the expense of her friends; but on the
other hand, the loss of her, and the sense of her kindness in not making
her market of what she knew, moved my governess to mourn very sincerely
for her. I comforted her as well as I could, and she in return hardened
me to merit more completely the same fate.
However, as I have said, it
made me the more wary, and particularly I was very shy of shoplifting,
especially among the mercers and drapers, who are a set of
fellows that have their eyes very much about them. I made a venture or
two among the lace folks and the milliners, and particularly at one shop
where I got notice of two young women who were newly set up, and had not
been bred to the trade. There I think I carried off a piece of bone-lace,
worth six or seven pounds, and a paper of thread. But this was but once;
it was a trick that would not serve again.
It was always reckoned a safe
job when we heard of a new shop, and especially when the people were such
as were not bred to shops. Such may depend upon it that they will be visited
once or twice at their beginning, and they must be very sharp indeed if
they can prevent it.
I made another adventure or
two, but they were but trifles too, though sufficient to live on. After
this nothing considerable offering for a good while, I began to think that
I must give over the trade in earnest; but my governess, who was not willing
to lose me, and expected great things of me, brought me one day into company
with a young woman and a fellow that went for her husband, though as it
appeared afterwards, she was not his wife, but they were partners, it seems,
in the trade they carried on, and partners in something else. In short,
they robbed together, lay together, were taken together, and at last were
hanged together.
I came into a kind of league
with these two by the help of my governess, and they carried me out into
three or four adventures, where I rather saw them commit some coarse and
unhandy robberies, in which nothing but a great stock of impudence on their
side, and gross negligence on the people’s side who were robbed, could
have made them successful. so I resolved from that time forward to be very
cautious how I Adventur’d upon anything with them; and indeed, when two
or three unlucky projects were proposed by them, I declined the offer,
and persuaded them against it. One time they particularly proposed robbing
a watchmaker of three gold watches, which they had eyed in the daytime,
and found the place where he laid them. One of them had so many keys of
all kinds, that he made no question to open the place where the watchmaker
had laid them; and so we made a kind of an appointment; but when I came
to look narrowly into the thing, I found they proposed breaking open the
house, and this, as a thing out of my way, I would not embark in, so they
went without me. They did get into the house by main force, and broke up
the locked place where the watches were, but found but one of the gold
watches, and a silver one, which they took, and got out of the house again
very clear. But the family, being alarmed, cried out ‘Thieves,’ and the
man was pursued and taken; the young woman had got off too, but unhappily
was stopped at a distance, and the watches found upon her. And thus I had
a second escape, for they were convicted, and both hanged, being old offenders,
though but young people. As I said before that they robbed together
and lay together, so now they hanged together, and there ended my new partnership.
I began now to be very wary,
having so narrowly escaped a scouring, and having such an example before
me; but I had a new tempter, who prompted me every day—I mean my governess;
and now a prize presented, which as it came by her management, so she expected
a good share of the booty. There was a good quantity of Flanders-Lace lodged
in a private house, where she had gotten intelligence of it; and Flanders-Lace
being prohibited, it was a good booty to any custom-house officer that
could come at it. I had a full account from my governess, as well of the
quantity as of the very place where it was concealed, and I went to a custom-house
officer, and told him I had such a discovery to make to him of such a quantity
of lace, if he would assure me that I should have my due share of the reward.
This was so just an offer, that nothing could be fairer; so he agreed,
and taking a constable and me with him, we beset the house. As I told him
I could go directly to the place, he left it to me; and the hole being
very dark, I squeezed myself into it, with a candle in my hand, and so
reached the pieces out to him, taking care as I gave him some so to secure
as much about myself as I could conveniently dispose of. There was near
300 l worth of lace in the hole, and I secured about 50 l
worth of it to myself. The people of the house were not owners of the lace,
but a merchant who had entrusted them with it; so that they were not so
surprised as I thought they would be.
