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Chapter 19
I lay in the prison near fifteen
weeks after this order for transportation was signed. What the reason of
it was, I know not, but at the end of this time I was put on board of a
ship in the Thames, and with me a gang of thirteen as hardened vile
creatures as ever Newgate produced in my time; and it would really
well take up a history longer than mine to describe the degrees of impudence
and audacious villainy that those thirteen were arrived to, and the manner
of their behaviour in the voyage; of which I have a very diverting account
by me, which the captain of the ship who carried them over gave me the
minutes of, and which he caused his mate to write down at large.
It may perhaps be thought trifling
to enter here into a relation of all the little incidents which attended
me in this interval of my circumstances; I mean, between the final order
of my Transportation and the time of my going on board the ship; and I
am too near the end of my story to allow room for it; but something relating
to me any my Lancashire husband I must not omit.
He had, as I have observed
already, been carried from the master’s side of the ordinary prison
into the press-yard, with three of his comrades, for they found another
to add to them after some time; here, for what reason I knew not, they
were kept in custody without being brought to trial almost three months.
It seems they found means to bribe or buy off some of those who were expected
to come in against them, and they wanted evidence for some time to convict
them. After some puzzle on this account, at first they made a shift to
get proof enough against two of them to carry them off; but the other two,
of which my Lancashire husband was one, lay still in suspense. They
had, I think, one positive evidence against each of them, but the law strictly
obliging them to have two witnesses, they could make nothing of it. Yet
it seems they were resolved not to part with the men neither, not doubting
but a further evidence would at last come in; and in order to this, I think
publication was made, that such prisoners being taken, any one that had
been robbed by them might come to the prison and see them.
I took this opportunity to satisfy
my curiosity, pretending that I had been robbed in the Dunstable
coach, and that I would go to see the two highwaymen. But when I came into
the press-yard, I so disguised myself, and muffled my face up so, that
he could see little of me, and consequently knew nothing of who I was;
and when I came back, I said publicly that I knew them very well.
Immediately it was Rumour’d
all over the prison that Moll Flanders would turn evidence against
one of the highwaymen, and that I was to come off by it from the sentence
of transportation.
They heard of it, and immediately
my husband desired to see this Mrs. Flanders that knew him so well,
and was to be an evidence against him; and accordingly I had leave given
to go to him. I dressed myself up as well as the best clothes that I suffered
myself ever to appear in there would allow me, and went to the press-yard,
but had for some time a hood over my face. He said little to me at first,
but asked me if I knew him. I told him, Yes, very well; but as I concealed
my face, so I counterfeited my voice, that he had not the least guess at
who I was. He asked me where I had seen him. I told him between Dunstable
and Brickhill; but turning to the keeper that stood by, I asked
if I might not be admitted to talk with him alone. He said Yes, yes, as
much as I pleased, and so very civilly withdrew.
As soon as he was gone, I had
shut the door, I threw off my hood, and bursting out into tears, ‘My
dear,’ says I, ‘do you not know me?’ He turned pale, and stood
speechless, like one thunderstruck, and, not able to conquer the surprise,
said no more but this, ‘Let me sit down’; and sitting down by a
table, he laid his elbow upon the table, and leaning his head on his hand,
fixed his eyes on the ground as one stupid. I cried so vehemently, on the
other hand, that it was a good while ere I could speak any more; but after
I had given some vent to my passion by tears, I repeated the same words,
‘My dear, do you not know me?’ At which he answered, Yes, and said
no more a good while.
After some time continuing in
the surprise, as above, he cast up his eyes towards me and said,
‘How
could you be so cruel?’ I did not readily understand what he meant;
and I answered, ‘How can you call me cruel? What have I been cruel to you
in?’ ‘To come to me,’ says he, ‘in such a place as this, is it not to
insult me? I have not robbed you, at least not on the highway.’
I perceived by this that he
knew nothing of the miserable circumstances I was in, and thought that,
having got some intelligence of his being there, I had come to upbraid
him with his leaving me. But I had too much to say to him to be affronted,
and told him in few words, that I was far from coming to insult him, but
at best I came to condole mutually; that he would be easily satisfied that
I had no such view, when I should tell him that my condition was worse
than his, and that many ways. He looked a little concerned at the general
expression of my condition being worse than his, but, with a kind smile,
looked a little wildly, and said, ‘How can that be? When you see me fettered,
and in Newgate, and two of my companions executed already, can you
can your condition is worse than mine?’
‘Come, my dear,’ says I,
‘we have along piece of work to do, if I should be to related, or you to
hear, my unfortunate history; but if you are disposed to hear it, you will
soon conclude with me that my condition is worse than yours.’ ‘How is that
possible,’ says he again, ‘when I expect to be cast for my life
the very next sessions?’ ‘Yes, says I, ‘’tis very possible, when
I shall tell you that I have been cast for my life three sessions ago,
and am under sentence of death; is not my case worse than yours?’
Then indeed, he stood silent
again, like one struck dumb, and after a while he starts up. ‘Unhappy couple!’
says
he. ‘How can this be possible?’ I took him by the hand. ‘Come, my dear,’
said
I, ‘sit down, and let us compare our sorrows. I am a prisoner in this
very house, and in much worse circumstances than you, and you will be satisfied
I do not come to insult you, when I tell you the particulars.’ Any with
this we sat down together, and I told him so much of my story as I thought
was convenient, bringing it at last to my being reduced to great poverty,
and representing myself as fallen into some company that led me to relieve
my distresses by way that I had been utterly unacquainted with, and that
they making an attempt at a tradesman’s house, I was seized upon for having
been but just at the door, the maid-servant pulling me in; that I neither
had broke any lock nor taken anything away, and that notwithstanding that,
I was brought in guilty and sentenced to die; but that the judges, having
been made sensible of the hardship of my circumstances, had obtained leave
to remit the sentence upon my consenting to be transported.
I told him I fared the worse
for being taken in the prison for one Moll Flanders, who was a famous
successful thief, that all of them had heard of, but none of them had ever
seen; but that, as he knew well, was none of my name. But I placed
all to the account of my ill fortune, and that under this name I was dealt
with as an old offender, though this was the first thing they had ever
known of me. I gave him a long particular of things that had befallen me
since I saw him, but I told him if I had seen him since he might thing
I had, and then gave him an account how I had seen him at Brickhill;
how furiously he was pursued, and how, by giving an account that I knew
him, and that he was a very honest gentleman, one Mr.—, the hue-and-cry
was stopped, and the high constable went back again.
He listened most attentively
to all my story, and smiled at most of the particulars, being all of them
petty matters, and infinitely below what he had been at the head of; but
when I came to the story of Brickhill, he was surprised. ‘And
was it you, my dear,’ said he, ‘that gave the check to the mob that was
at our heels there, at Brickhill?’ ‘Yes,’ said I, ‘it was I
indeed.’ And then I told him the particulars which I had observed him there.
‘Why,
then,’ said he, ‘it was you that saved my life at that time, and I
am glad I owe my life to you, for I will pay the debt to you now, and I’ll
deliver you from the present condition you are in, or I will die in the
attempt.’
I told him, by no means; it
was a risk too great, not worth his running the hazard of, and for a life
not worth his saving. ‘Twas no matter for that, he said, it was a life
worth all the world to him; a life that had given him a new life; ‘for,’
says
he, ‘I was never in real danger of being taken, but that time, till
the last minute when I was taken.’ Indeed, he told me his danger
then lay in his believing he had not been pursued that way; for they had
gone from Hockey quite another way, and had come over the enclosed
country into Brickhill, not by the road, and were sure they had
not been seen by anybody.
Here he gave me a long history
of his life, which indeed would make a very strange history, and be infinitely
diverting. He told me he took to the road about twelve years before he
married me; that the woman which called him brother was not really his
sister, or any kin to him, but one that belonged to their gang, and who,
keeping correspondence with him, lived always in town, having good store
of acquaintance; that she gave them a perfect intelligence of persons going
out of town, and that they had made several good booties by her correspondence;
that she thought she had fixed a fortune for him when she brought me to
him, but happened to be disappointed, which he really could not blame her
for; that if it had been his good luck that I had had the estate, which
she was informed I had, he had resolved to leave off the road and live
a retired, sober live but never to appear in public till some general pardon
had been passed, or till he could, for money, have got his name into some
particular pardon, that so he might have been perfectly easy; but that,
as it had proved otherwise, he was obliged to put off his equipage and
take up the old trade again.
He gave me a long account of
some of his adventures, and particularly one when he robbed the West
Chester coaches near Lichfield, when he got a very great booty;
and after that, how he robbed five Grasiers, in the west, going
to Burford Fair in Wiltshire to buy sheep. He told me he
got so much money on those two occasions, that if he had known where to
have found me, he would certainly have embraced my proposal of going with
me to Virginia, or to have settled in a plantation on some other
parts of the English colonies in America.
He told me he wrote two or three letters to me, directed according to my
order, but heard nothing from me. This I indeed knew to be true, but the
letters coming to my hand in the time of my latter husband, I could do
nothing in it, and therefore chose to give no answer, that so he might
rather believe they had miscarried.
Being thus disappointed, he
said, he carried on the old trade ever since, though when he had gotten
so much money, he said, he did not run such desperate risks as he
did before. Then he gave me some account of several hard and desperate
encounters which he had with gentlemen on the road, who parted too hardly
with their money, and showed me some wounds he had received; and he had
one or two very terrible wounds indeed, as particularly one by a pistol
bullet, which broke his arm, and another with a sword, which ran him quite
through the body, but that missing his vitals, he was cured again; one
of his comrades having kept with him so faithfully, and so friendly, as
that he assisted him in riding near eighty miles before his arm was set,
and then got a surgeon in a considerable city, remote from that place where
it was done, pretending they were gentlemen travelling towards Carlisle
and that they had been attacked on the road by highwaymen, and that one
of them had shot him into the arm and broke the bone.
This, he said, his friend
managed so well, that they were not suspected at all, but lay still till
he was perfectly cured. He gave me so many distinct accounts of his adventures,
that it is with great reluctance that I decline the relating them; but
I consider that this is my own story, not his.
I then inquired into the circumstances
of his present case at that time, and what it was he expected when he came
to be tried. He told me that they had no evidence against him, or but very
little; for that of three robberies, which they were all charged with,
it was his good fortune that he was but in one of them, and that there
was but one witness to be had for that fact, which was not sufficient,
but that it was expected some others would come in against him; that he
thought indeed, when he first saw me, that I had been one that came of
that errand; but that if somebody came in against him, he hoped he should
be cleared; that he had had some intimation, that if he would submit to
transport himself, he might be admitted to it without a trial, but that
he could not think of it with any temper, and thought he could much easier
submit to be Hang’d.
I blamed him for that, and told
him I blamed him on two accounts; first, because if he was transported,
there might be a hundred ways for him that was a gentleman, and a bold
enterprising man, to find his way back again, and perhaps some ways and
means to come back before he went. He smiled at that part, and said he
should like the last the best of the two, for he had a kind of horror upon
his mind at his being sent over to the plantations, as Romans sent
condemned slaves to work in the mines; that he thought the passage into
another state, let it be what it would, much more tolerable at the gallows,
and that this was the general notion of all the gentlemen who were driven
by the exigence of their fortunes to take the road; that at the place of
execution there was at least an end of all the miseries of the present
state, and as for what was to follow, a man was, in his opinion, as likely
to repent sincerely in the last fortnight of his life, under the pressures
and agonies of a jail and the condemned hole, as he would ever be in the
woods and wilderness of America; that servitude and hard Labour
were things gentlemen could never stoop to; that it was but the way to
force them to be their own executioners afterwards, which was much worse;
and that therefore he could not have any patience when he did but think
of being transported.
I used the utmost of my endeavour
to persuade him, and joined that known woman’s rhetoric to it—I mean, that
of tears. I told him the infamy of a public execution was certainly a greater
pressure upon the spirits of a gentleman than any of the mortifications
that he could meet with abroad could be; that he had at least in the other
a chance for his life, whereas here he had none at all; that it was the
easiest thing in the world for him to manage the captain of a ship, who
were, generally speaking, Men of good Humour and some gallantry; and a
small matter of conduct, especially if there was any money to be had, would
make way for him to buy himself off when he came to Virginia.
He looked wistfully at me, and
I thought I guessed at what he meant, that is to say, that he had
no money; but I was mistaken, his meaning was another way. ‘You hinted
just now, my dear,’ said he, ‘that there might be a way of coming back
before I went, by which I understood you that it might be possible to
buy it off here. I had rather give 200 l to prevent going, than 100 l to
be set at liberty when I came there.’ ‘That is, my dear,’ said I,
‘because you do not know the place so well as I do.’ ‘That may be,’
said he; ‘and yet I believe, as well as you know it, you would do the
same, unless it is because, as you told me, you have a mother there.’
I told him, as to my mother,
it was next to impossible but that she must be dead many years before;
and as for any other relations that I might have there, I knew them not
now; that since the misfortunes I had been under had reduced me to the
condition I had been in for some years, I had not kept up any correspondence
with them; and that he would easily believe, I should find but a cold reception
from them if I should be put to make my first visit in the condition of
a transported felon; that therefore, if I went thither, I resolved not
to see them; but that I had many views in going there, if it should be
my fate, which took off all the uneasy part of it; and if he found himself
obliged to go also, I should easily instruct him how to manage himself,
so as never to go a servant at all, especially since I found he was not
destitute of money, which was the only friend in such a condition.
He smiled, and said he did not
tell me he had money. I took him up short, and told him I hoped he did
not understand by my speaking, that I should expect any supply from him
if he had money; that, on the other hand, though I had not a great deal,
yet I did not want, and while I had any I would rather add to him than
weaken him in that article, seeing, whatever he had, I knew in the case
of transportation he would have occasion of it all.
He expressed himself in a most
tender manner upon that head. He told me what money he had was not a great
deal, but that he would never hide any of it from me if I wanted it, and
that he assured me he did not speak with any such apprehensions; that he
was only intent upon what I had hinted to him before he went; that here
he knew what to do with himself, but that there he should be the most ignorant,
helpless wretch alive.
I told him he frighted and terrified
himself with that which had no terror in it; that if he had money, as I
was glad to hear he had, he might not only avoid the servitude supposed
to be the consequence of transportation, but begin the world upon a new
foundation, and that such a one as he could not fail of success in, with
the common application usual in such cases; that he could not but call
to mind that is was what I had recommended to him many years before and
had proposed it for our mutual subsistence and restoring our fortunes in
the world; and I would tell him now, that to convince him both of the certainty
of it and of my being fully acquainted with the method, and also fully
satisfied in the probability of success, he should first see me deliver
myself from the necessity of going over at all, and then that I would go
with him freely, and of my own choice, and perhaps carry enough with me
to satisfy him that I did not offer it for want of being able to live without
assistance from him, but that I thought our mutual misfortunes had been
such as were sufficient to reconcile us both to quitting this part of the
world, and living where nobody could upbraid us with what was past, or
we be in any dread of a prison, and without agonies of a condemned hole
to drive us to it; this where we should look back on all our past disasters
with infinite satisfaction, when we should consider that our enemies should
entirely forget us, and that we should live as new people in a new world,
nobody having anything to say to us, or we to them.
I pressed this home to him with
so many arguments, and answered all his own passionate objections so effectually
that he embraced me, and told me I treated him with such sincerity and
affection as overcame him; that he would take my advice, and would strive
to submit to his fate in hope of having the comfort of my assistance, and
of so faithful a Counsellor and such a companion in his misery. But still
he put me in mind of what I had mentioned before, namely, that there might
be some way to get off before he went, and that it might be possible to
avoid going at all, which he said would be much better. I told him he should
see, and be fully satisfied, that I would do my utmost in that part too,
and if it did not succeed, yet that I would make good the rest.
We parted after this long conference
with such testimonies of kindness and affection as I thought were equal,
if not superior, to that at our parting at Dunstable; and now I
saw more plainly than before, the reason why he declined coming at that
time any farther with me toward London than Dunstable, and
why, when we parted there, he told me it was not convenient for him to
come part of the way to London to bring me going, as he would otherwise
have done. I have observed that the account of his life would have made
a much more pleasing history than this of mine; and, indeed, nothing in
it was more strange than this part, viz. that he carried on that
desperate trade full five-and-twenty years and had never been taken, the
success he had met with had been so very uncommon, and such that sometimes
he had lived handsomely, and retired in place for a year or two at a time,
keeping himself and a man-servant to wait on him, and had often sat in
the coffee-houses and heard the very people whom he had robbed give accounts
of their being robbed, and of the place and circumstances, so that he could
easily remember that it was the same.
In this manner, it seems, he
lived near Liverpool at the time he unluckily married me for a fortune.
Had I been the fortune he expected, I verily believe, as he said, that
he would have taken up and lived honestly all his days.
He had with the rest of his
misfortunes the good luck not to be actually upon the spot when the robbery
was done which he was committed for, and so none of the persons robbed
could swear to him, or had anything to charge upon him. But it seems as
he was taken with the gang, one hard-mouthed countryman swore home to him,
and they were like to have others come in according to the publication
they had made; so that they expected more evidence against him, and for
that reason he was kept in hold.
However, the offer which was
made to him of admitting him to transportation was made, as I understood,
upon the intercession of some great person who pressed him hard to accept
of it before a trial; and indeed, as he knew there were several that might
come in against him, I thought his friend was in the right, and I lay at
him night and day to delay it no longer.
At last, with much difficulty,
he gave his consent; and as he was not therefore admitted to transportation
in court, and on his petition, as I was, so he found himself under a difficulty
to avoid embarking himself as I had said he might have done; his great
friend, who was his intercessor for the Favour of that grant, having given
security for him that he should transport himself, and not return within
the term.
This hardship broke all my measures,
for the steps I took afterwards for my own deliverance were hereby rendered
wholly ineffectual, unless I would abandon him, and leave him to go to
America
by himself; than which he protested he would much rather venture, although
he were certain to go directly to the gallows.
I must now return to my case.
The time of my being transported according to my sentence was near at hand;
my governess, who continued my fast friend, had tried to obtain a pardon,
but it could not be done unless with an expense too heavy for my purse,
considering that to be left naked and empty, unless I had resolved to return
to my old trade again, had been worse than my transportation, because there
I knew I could live, here I could not. The good minister stood very hard
on another account to prevent my being transported also; but he was answered,
that indeed my life had been given me at his first solicitations, and therefore
he ought to ask no more. He was sensibly grieved at my going, because,
as
he said, he feared I should lose the good impressions which a prospect
of death had at first made on me, and which were since increased by his
instructions; and the pious gentleman was exceedingly concerned about me
on that account.
On the other hand, I really
was not so solicitous about it as I was before, but I industriously concealed
my reasons for it from the minister, and to the last he did not know but
that I went with the utmost reluctance and affliction.
It was in the month of February
that I was, with seven other convicts, as they called us, delivered
to a merchant that traded to Virginia, on board a ship, riding,
as they called it, in Deptford Reach. The officer of the prison
delivered us on board, and the master of the vessel gave a discharge for
us.
We were for that night clapped
under hatches, and kept so close that I thought I should have been suffocated
for want of air; and the next morning the ship weighed, and fell down the
river to a place they call Bugby’s Hole, which was done, as they
told us, by the agreement of the merchant, that all opportunity of escape
should be taken from us. However, when the ship came thither and cast anchor,
we were allowed more liberty, and particularly were permitted to come up
on the deck, but not up on the quarter-deck, that being kept particularly
for the captain and for passengers.
When by the noise of the men
over my head, and the motion of the ship, I perceived that they were under
sail, I was at first greatly surprised, fearing we should go away directly,
and that our friends would not be admitted to see us any more; but I was
easy soon after, when I found they had come to an anchor again, and soon
after that we had notice given by some of the men where we were, that the
next morning we should have the liberty to come up on deck, and to have
our friends come and see us if we had any.
All that night I lay upon the
hard boards of the deck, as the passengers did, but we had afterwards the
liberty of little cabins for such of us as had any bedding to lay in them,
and room to stow any box or trunk for clothes and linen, if we had it (which
might well be put in), for some of them had neither Shirt nor Shift or
a Rag of Linnen or Woollen, but what was on their backs, or a farthing
of money to help themselves; and yet I did not find but they fared well
enough in the ship, especially the women, who got money from the seamen
for washing their clothes, sufficient to purchase any common things that
they wanted.
When the next morning we had
the liberty to come up on the deck, I asked one of the officers of the
ship, whether I might not have the liberty to send a letter on shore, to
let my friends know where the ship lay, and to get some necessary things
sent to me. This was, it seems, the Boatswain, a very civil, courteous
sort of man, who told me I should have that, or any other liberty that
I desired, that he could allow me with safety. I told him I desired no
other; and he answered that the ship’s boat would go up to London
the next tide, and he would order my letter to be carried.
Accordingly, when the boat went
off, the Boatswain came to me and told me the boat was going off, and that
he went in it himself, and asked me if my letter was ready he would take
care of it. I had prepared myself, you may be sure, pen, ink, and paper
beforehand, and I had gotten a letter ready directed to my governess, and
enclosed another for my fellow-prisoner, which, however, I did not let
her know was my husband, not to the last. In that to my governess, I let
her know where the ship lay, and pressed her earnestly to send me what
things I knew she had got ready for me for my voyage.
When I gave the Boatswain the
letter, I gave him a shilling with it, which I told him was for the charge
of a messenger or porter, which I entreated him to send with the letter
as soon as he came on shore, that if possible I might have an answer brought
back by the same hand, that I might know what was become of my things;
‘for sir,’ says I, ‘if the ship should go away before I have them
on board, I am undone.’
I took care, when I gave him
the shilling, to let him see that I had a little better furniture about
me than the ordinary prisoners, for he saw that I had a purse, and in it
a pretty deal of money; and I found that the very sight of it immediately
furnished me with very different treatment from what I should otherwise
have met with in the ship; for though he was very courteous indeed before,
in a kind of natural compassion to me, as a woman in distress, yet he was
more than ordinarily so afterwards, and procured me to be better treated
in the ship than, I say, I might otherwise have been; as shall appear
in its place.
He very honestly had my letter
delivered to my governess’s own hands, and brought me back an answer from
her in writing; and when he gave me the answer, gave me the shilling again.
‘There,’
says he, ‘there’s your shilling again too, for I delivered the letter myself.’
I could not tell what to say, I was so surprised at the thing; but after
some pause, I said, ‘Sir, you are too kind; it had been but reasonable
that you had paid yourself coach-hire, then.’
‘No, no,’ says he, ‘I
am overpaid. What is the gentlewoman? Your sister.’
‘No, sir,’ says I, ‘she
is no relation to me, but she is a dear friend, and all the friends I have
in the world.’ ‘Well,’ says he, ‘there are few such friends in the
world. Why, she cried after you like a child,’ ‘Ay,’ says I again,
‘she would give a hundred pounds, I believe, to deliver me from this dreadful
condition I am in.’
‘Would she so?’ says he.
‘For half the money I believe I could put you in a way how to deliver yourself.’
But this he spoke softly, that nobody could hear.
‘Alas! sir,’ said I,
‘but then that must be such a deliverance as, if I should be taken again,
would cost me my life.’ ‘Nay,’ said he, ‘if you were once out of
the ship, you must look to yourself afterwards; that I can say nothing
to.’ So we dropped the discourse for that time.
In the meantime, my governess,
faithful to the last moment, conveyed my letter to the prison to my husband,
and got an answer to it, and the next day came down herself to the ship,
bringing me, in the first place, a sea-bed as they call it, and
all its furniture, such as was convenient, but not to let the people think
it was extraordinary. She brought with her a sea-chest—that is,
a chest, such as are made for seamen, with all the conveniences in it,
and filled with everything almost that I could want; and in one of the
corners of the chest, where there was a private drawer, was my bank of
money—this is to say, so much of it as I had resolved to carry with
me; for I ordered a part of my stock to be left behind me, to be sent afterwards
in such goods as I should want when I came to settle; for money in that
country is not of much use where all things are brought for tobacco, much
more is it a great loss to carry it from Hence.
